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your town
02:20
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i visited your town today
i was just passing through
and i could’ve sworn
that i saw the ghost of you
i just walked around
the market where you worked
and it felt weird
knowing that’s where you stood
a cop honked his horn at me
cause i stopped for too long
but i didn’t care
cause i was just writing this song
i wish i stopped by your grave
but i'm not sure where it is
and i didn't ask anyone
cause i was too afraid
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2. |
chase high road
01:44
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i crashed my car in my dream
it’s been happening for a few weeks
and i’m not sure what’s wrong with me
but i hope it’s not leading towards something bleak
it’s all happening so slow
on the way to a friends show
i crashed my car on chase high road
i crashed my car on chase high road
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3. |
what my mind thinks
01:34
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when i look into a mirror
i hate myself even more
"why do you always
close your eyes in pictures?"
fucked up self esteem
wrinkled parts of my jeans
lots of hate in the seams
red dots on my face
but there's more
in this case
shaved my head in spring
because i hate what my mind thinks
stitches in my eyebrows
the way i feel in crowds
i just wanna be covered up by clouds
the way one hair sticks out
and some stay down
i think it's time i just
stayed inside my house
when i look into a mirror
i hate myself even more
"why do you always
close your eyes in pictures?"
fucked up self esteem
wrinkled parts of my jeans
lots of hate in the seams
red dots on my face
but there's more
in this case
shaved my head in spring
because i hate what my mind thinks
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4. |
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"it’s so quiet in here i can’t get used to it"
is what my grandma said the day after you died
because your oxygen machine was
always on and filled the silence
that or the westerns, news, and football on the tv
"it’s just hard when they start talking about him"
is what my dad said on the drive home the day after you died
i guess i can see why
i’m not excited about going back to work on friday
and hearing ‘i’m sorry for your loss’ a million times
i appreciate it but i'd rather not be reminded
in a place where i’m alone with my thoughts
and crying in the bathroom
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5. |
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so this is how the world ends
i hope it won't be too soon
it's like we're back in the fifties
hiding under desks
hoping bombs wont drop
like soupy said
"i hope i'm in my living room with best friends"
i miss them so much
i don't wanna be sad when the world ends
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6. |
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i’m staying up tonight
i have no choice at 1 am
in a waffle house with my best friends
they just ripped a fucking gig
and i was feeling proud
i thought tonight was gonna suck
because i felt like shit when i woke up
and just wanted to be alone
but with the waffles, toast
and sweet tea in front of me
along with lee talking
about how they met marty
i was feeling pretty happy
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7. |
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i saw the note in your dresser drawer
it said you can't live anymore
fast forward you’re two months
pregnant with your first kid
not including the first one that left
i’m sorry we haven’t talked in a while
but two months ago you said
i‘m gonna be an uncle
we’re not even related but
it feels like we are
i remember all the nights
eating taco bell in your car
listening to "vessel" in a
town i’d never been to
but it was the one that you
were raised through
i saw the note in your dresser drawer
you said goodbye to all
you said goodbye to all
but you can’t keep crawling on your hands
and knees on this pale blue dot
we’ve always lived on
i remember the nights going to shows and
it just goes to show that you’ve always been there
you were there on the night that i turned 18
you always said "you should go be free"
but i think it’s time you took
your own advice
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8. |
before i disappear
01:00
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i’m sorry
i’ll just go ahead and say it
before i disappear
i’ll be sure to turn the lamps off so you can sleep
before i disappear
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